Revelation Three – Money, Shame and Sovereignty: Why reclaiming money is inseparable from reclaiming eros and power.
About a year passed by until I returned to the club.
Why did I wait so long?
I asked myself that later.
I guess I still had lessons to learn around money, my choices, and my sovereignty. Somewhere deep down I still believed it was dark. I was still hiding. I only shared it with a few of my closest friends while keeping it a secret from the many.
Many girls in the club do.
Which only reflects the energy of secrecy and hiding that lives around this industry.
So I stripped back for a moment (pun intended) and asked myself:
What would it be like if this work was socially accepted, revered, celebrated?
And that question opened a huge portal down the rabbit hole.
It took me straight into the truth of how the labels, shame, and beliefs around this industry are nothing but societal conditioning, far from the truth. And how the reason distortion exists in these spaces (because yes, there is distortion, more on that later) is precisely because this energy is shamed and kept hidden.
Imagine a world where women working in strip clubs or this industry are publicly celebrated. Where they are seen as Goddesses and Muses of beauty, art, and eros.
Where other women feel inspired by their artistry and want to be initiated into this energy as a temple art.
Where husbands go there because they want to connect with sexuality through the Goddess and the Muse, an energy their wives may not embody at this point. And the wives are in acceptance of that, because they know the power of it and can hold space for their husbands experience.
Where husbands can be honest with their wives about why they are going there, what they desire, and how that energy could eventually be brought more into the relationship.
Imagine how fucking different this world would be.
How sexuality would be free.
How orgasms would be normal.
How women would be free to express.
How men would be free to revere and adore.
How there would be less sexual abuse, less molestation, less men projecting their unintegrated desire onto the woman in the sexy dress on the street.
How so many shadow aspects of sexuality would dissolve once sex and eros are no longer shamed and suppressed.
It would probably end wars and huge political conflicts, because people connected to their sexuality and orgasmic life-force are people connected to their bodies, and therefore far less controllable.
Maybe this is the real reason this energy has been shamed and suppressed after all?
A question I will let you sit with.
As I went down this rabbit hole it became very clear to me:
The only reason I was still hiding and hesitating was because I was still subscribing to this program. Even after decades of sexual healing, plant medicine, reclamation work.
It runs that deep.
And this is exactly why I started writing the Stripper Chronicles.
Because I want to bring the sexual underworld into the light.
Because I want to expose the stories we tell ourselves about eros.
Because I want to expose the parts of me that are still hiding.
And through that, embrace the fullness of who I am.
So I decided to go back.
This time because I wanted to make more money….
Now lets move the conversation from sexuality to money.
Two sides of the same coin.
Have you noticed how in spiritual circles, when you work a “normal” job or are not yet making xyz figures in your business, there is this subtle judgement?
Like, oh… you are not really in abundance consciousness.
Hello pressure.
I exited the matrix to be free, only to find myself in another trap of spiritual dogmas of shoulds and should nots.
Of what is evolved. High frequency. Abundant.
Fuck.
Is that trap ever going to end?!
Not until we choose to end it.
So let me say this clearly.
If you left your job to create a better life and the money is taking a moment to come through.
If you are still in your old job and cannot leave yet.
If you are doing something on the side to make extra cash while weaving your soul work.
It is okay.
Healing our money nervous system, untangling scarcity imprints from society, parents, ancestry, war, poverty — all of it — while embodying a new way of relating to money that actually feels nourishing and luscious, is huge work.
Birthright level work.
And it may take a freaking minute.
And then there is this other story.
It is okay to like money… but not too much.
Otherwise you are greedy. Selfish.
In spiritual spaces we do not even call it money. We call it abundance, to make it sound cleaner.
With all this bullshit, no wonder money prefers to hang out with the rich Billionaires of this World, who do not give a shit what anyone thinks and just go for it.
We do not want that approach either.
We want a whole centric system in which we choose to embrace money and have a ton of it…
…so that we can nourish ourselves in any and all the ways we desire,
…so that we can do a ton of incredible things with it and support other humans that are not as privileged as we are,
…so that we can support small businesses that do great things by purchasing with them even if it costs more
…so that we can truly make the change that we envision
…so that we can live our best lifes.
Money matters.
And it is okay to want more of it.
The more we have, the more magic we can create.
This reclamation is massive. Possibly the biggest work of our time.
So you do you.
As long as it feels right and true in your body.
And if it does not, call in a way that does…
Now back to the club.
I was ready to invest into my next level. And I also just wanted more cash to expand my luscious lifestyle. Venusian Taurus Queen, I am.
So I went back to work for about two weeks. Focusing on making money.
Stripping away more spiritual and societal conditioning.
Letting myself feel pleasure, fun, excitement.
Loving the money rolling in.
Continuing to learn more about my power, sovereignty and how to inhabit my energy fully.
In fact, I was just interviewed on the Stripology Podcast (listen to the Episode here) , and Wendy the Host said working in the club has been her biggest spiritual journey. I can totally see that – everything is part of the Mystery School of Life if we are open to it.
I can’t wait to share with you the juicy revelations of what happened the next couple of weeks.
