Revelation One – The Call Back:Piercing to spiritual paradigms and following the call of the Enchantress
The only job I have ever worked in (apart from running my own businesses) consistently was as a stripper, this was about 10 years ago.
Yet in mysterious ways, for strange reasons, I was being called back to the club.
There was an energetic allure luring me in and as I deepened my connection to my Enchantress lineages I felt their pull so strongly.
Come, my love.
I stood back. Is this me or is this my ego self, the devil. This cannot be in alignment.
We had just moved to Australia. My cost of living multiplied while my business entered a period of wintery silence.
I found a stripper dollar on our doorstep.
Could this be a sign? No, it could not.
Quietly I checked their website without telling anyone, only to fall back into ignorance again.
And the years passed while the calling kept whispering.
Still I took pride in my strength, choosing my path over money, holding onto my beliefs and ideas of what it meant to be and live in divine alignment.
I remember the choice I made about ten years ago when I left the club. It was not fully my choice. It was shaped by the new age spiritual circle I had just joined.
When I told them I was a part time stripper, I was met with subtle judgement and projections, no one even trying to understand what my work actually was or how I felt about it.
We travelled to the Amazon jungle for a three week ayahuasca initiation and there the leaders made sure I got the memo.
I did not know back then how vulnerable one becomes under facilitators, how easily the field can be coded so that realizations appear to be your own, day after day underlying nudges about how misaligned my work was.
Merged with the underlying and unprocessed shame I felt about working in this industry, I quit and never looked back.
And in truth, the way I was working back then no longer felt aligned and I had been planning to exit the industry. Life was calling me somewhere else.
Yet your past will haunt you if you do not complete what you were meant to.
So here we are a decade later…
My soul continued calling me back. The money was calling me back. Ancient feminine lineages showing me that there was something here to reclaim.
Until I met women in parks who worked at the very club I had been circling around for months.
One of them said, just try it out.
The same words my German friend spoke to me fifteen years ago when I entered the strip club for the first time. The words that changed my life, supported my travels, set up my business, and opened the door to sisterhood and temple remembering.
After battling the beliefs I had absorbed from spiritual communities, the fear of judgement, the terror of being out of alignment, I stopped resisting.
I returned.
And this is what happened… stay tuned for the next revelation.
